yours truly

2010-09-27T10:21:00.002+08:00

3 days to go, baby.

27 September 2010, 1230-0245, a night to remember.

Take care and cheer up to dearest Pida and Ajin.

Dont worry, everything's gonna be alright.

Just be strong, and it wont come.

Anything, text me.

i love you. :)

To Ajit, Waffa, Black, Iqmal, Bob:

Thank you so much, and do take care too.

2010-09-26T15:36:00.003+08:00

4 days to go, baby.

Time flies so fast huh? :)

I love it. Okay, what do i want for my birthday?

Neh, nothing! I just need my friends to be there for me when i need them.

*Praying hard* "Dear god, please let me have a blast birthday this year. :D"

Never ending fights.

Please, dont always find fault on me.

Think of your mistakes too.
Dont always think you are right, and im wrong.

Grow, boy, grow.

Thank you.

2010-09-26T00:51:00.003+08:00

Hi, its been months since i last updated this rusty blog. The reason why i want to re-blog is because, this is where i can let all out. My blog, my say. I dont want to always rely on friends, so, here i am being hardworking enough to start blogging.

Keeping problems in this head is not good. Exams are coming so, i have to focus. To focus i have to put my problems aside. How i wish i have an imaginary friend whom i can talk to 24/7. :) Dream on Ifah. Okay, move on.

Sometimes i wonder, why its difficult to move on? People always say, single is happy. But why, when it comes to me, its never happy. Had to admit, sometimes, im happy, but mostly, sad with all the problems occurring in my head. :(

I dont need anyone, except Siti Nurshaliza. Only she understands me, and i understands her.

Meet up soon, love. Need to talk to you, been having negative thoughts. Call me, message me, meet me. Anything will do. Me loves you, babyg.

4 days to go.

2010-06-17T16:58:00.000+08:00

I love my girls :)

2010-05-27T01:12:00.002+08:00

A very random post,

about a short conversation with Lyza.

L: So Ifah, after those arguements, are you still going for the pit.

I: No! *with my sarcastic face*

L: Cibai! You contribute chicken already right?!

& we went laughing like hell!

BirthdayBoy

2010-05-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, Aziz^^

May your wish come true.
Sorry if I didnt make your day.

But still, I hope you love the surprises.

& not forgetting, the presents alright?

Have a nice day, love.

Take care alright?
I love you.

2010-05-05T21:40:00.002+08:00

Hello love.
Let me just tell you okay?
My feelings have fade towards anyone.
Im trying to move on here,
so stop asking me about HIM,
He is just my all time favourite friend.
So please okay?

I had enough after being hurt by him.
So, yeah. Will tell you one day okay?
Bye.

Specially for you, dearest :)

2010-05-02T10:42:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YESTERDAY EVENT!
ITS SUPPER AWESOME!

BUT STILL, TOO BAD, SOMETHING SAD HAPPENED.
AM SORRY, LOVE. :(

To Lyza:

Just take note, i will bring you along some other time,

but wont let you do anything.

Ifah is supposed to take good care of you,

not making you into a bad girl.

I am sorry, dearest.

Will jage you betol-betol. :)

2010-04-27T20:11:00.002+08:00

I hate this feeling.
I hate crying in school.
I hate being hurt again and again.

Please, how can i forget you?

Its easy for you to say,

but you never think of my feeling.

I thought you are someone who never gonna break my heart.

But, i was wrong!!

You break my heart now,

and i dont know what to do!

Thank you so much!

i hate myself for loving you. :(

2010-04-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

This post will be in malay, sorry.

Okay, ifah tak tau ape yang ifah pikir sekarang.
Ifah rase diri ifah nie tak gune tau.
Maybe memang ifah tak diberi kesempatan to be in a relationship.
Somehow, i am very upset now, after that someone says that he is confuse on his feeling.
Okay, nampak sah, die ade suke orang laen.
Kalau daa gytu, jangan laa kasi ifah harapan!
Ifah heran, bile ifah daa mula sayang seseorang, mesti seseorang itu berubah hati.
Thanks uh, ifah tak sangke die akan saket kan hati ifah sampai gyni rabak!
Ifah tak akan salakan die, ifah akan salakan diri ifah sendiri.
Thanks to you, and the other guy, I DONT WISH TO BE IN LOVE AGAIN!
Thank you so much!
Well, have fun okay? Take care.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :(

2010-04-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

I have a confession to make,

IM IN LOVE ! :)

2010-02-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday, Muhammad Afif!

This naughty boy, my pampered younger brother.

Well, Happy Birthday, adik!

Happy-happy selalu okay?

Birthday present delayed okay?

Wait till i gey pay okay? *smile*

Love you, muackx-muackx.

Bye AdikKURUS!

EastCoastPark

2010-02-07T23:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back from and amazing outing.
I dont really have pictures to upload,
but i have alooooooot of stories to share.
When EastCoastPark for he past 3 days.
It was awesome. Never stop laughing.

Basically, on Friday,
We reach abit late, around 5+pm. Hehe
Settle everything that we brought; tent, bbq things
& met someone new. HAHA! (Will talk about her at the end of this post)
Start bbq-ing, and start with Bob's nonsense.
Bob & me, gossip aloot! HAHA, i know you know (:
Didnt sleep the whole day, take good care of that pampered boy.

On Saturday,
that pampered boy when home due to some reasons.
Im abit lonely in the morning, but as time goes by,
it was awesome being with the rest.
They never stop to make me laugh.
Bob been bullying me.
I dont know what he wants, and i bully him back like always. HAHA!
At night, that pampered boy came back and bring more food.
So, start bbq-ing, and i eat alooooot!
Slept at 10+pm all the way till morning, cause im very tired. *OMGayyy*

On Sunday,
Woke up and startd to heat up foods before going into the sea.
Well, im getting darker and sunburn all over my body.
When off at about 7pm.
Overall was awesome.

Like i say, im going to talk about that new friend.
Okay, Waffa brought her there.
Once glanced, we thought she was okay,
but then, she was super duper irritating.
She create very LAME jokes, which people wont laugh!
One thing about her is that, she stalk me all the way.
Im afraid of that. And since then, Bob keep on disturbing me,
by saying im her BESTFRIEND! -.- OMGayyy, it wont happen!
She when off on Saturday afternoon.
Well, we call her Singapore Flag,
&& ONE VERY DISCUSTING THING ABOUT HER IS THAT,
DIE BAU BANGAH!

Okay, bye.
Want to sleep. Very tired.

2010-02-05T07:45:00.000+08:00

Im sick, gastric strike again.

Arghhh!

To Amirul:

I am sorry about what happen.

I know it's my problem and shouldn't have make you involve in this.

Im so sorry.

But seriously, I dont even knew that this would happen.

Sorry alright, my fault.

2010-02-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

Pathetic. Irritated. Ashamed. Frustrated.

Tired. Sad. Restless.

-.-

Thank you, guy!

2010-01-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

Now, i have to admit i love my new class.

I can adapt with them around me.

I love them, seriously.

But in every class, there's always someone who is irritating.

None other than that GAY!

I dont really know his name, but i call him GAY!

He's so Irritating, till we had a little arguement in class.

The conversation we had goes......

He is asking Amirul, "Are you a gay?" And he laugh.

Ifah: You are talking nonsense. Anyway, it's not funny.

ThatGAY: F**k u.

Ifah: I dont even want you to fuck me! Not interested in you!

________________________________________

ThatGAY: Like i care you not even hot and you talk like donal duck,

Ifah: I don't care either. I'm used to people calling me that! And you don't even look hot, Stupid Gay!

ThatGAY: fuck you! fuck you all b**ch!

Ifah: Whatever, you are so inmature! No other word uh? You havent even circumcised!

ThatGAY: like do i care!! whatever you as irritating as bee!!

Ifah: Your English sucks! Stupid!

ThatGAY: dump ass, end this fucking conversation! Hor.

Ifah: bapak kau gile!

Irritating guy!

Pathetic! I soo HATE him!

I guess, that's it. I cant continue typing, or i will get mad!

Byee lovelings. Muackx!

2010-01-14T13:38:00.002+08:00

I just need someonr to talk to.
I know the only person that can be my listeing ears is Heday, Mia & Rafi.
But lately, they are busy doing their stuff.
I just dont know why people are reacting differently with me.
Or is it only my imagination?

I dont get it?
Is it because im a repeat student?
You people are acting so diferently.
If its because im a repeat student, which make you people ashame to talk to me,
then i wont disturb you, Im serious.

Sometimes, i just feel that i dont really have someone now!
Rafi, I want to meet you!
Heday, I need to talk to you!
Mia, I want to meet & talk to you!

Today, im sick again!
Stupid head & chest!
I hate it, when i have to skip school.

2010-01-09T13:00:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Shopping With Kakak Was Awesome!
We Couldnt Stop Looking At Those Nice-Nice Dresses.
We Laugh All The Way, & Im Always The Evil One.

While Shopping, Kakak Suddenly Remind Me Of One Episode In,
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS!
Theres One Of The Episode, Where Mr Krab Is Suppose To Maintain His Budget
When Meeting Mrs Puff.
& Spongebob Is Suppose To Help Him Stop Spending.
But Instead, Spongebob Just Listen To What Mr Krab Says
& Buy What He Wants.

Its Just The Same To Me & Kakak.
Kakak = Mr Krab
Me = Spongebob
HAHAHA!

We Spend Almost $600++!!
OMG! Its So Stupid.
Its Worth It, Though.
(:

1st Day

2010-01-04T18:14:00.001+08:00

Hello-hello.
Today, the day school reopens.
Its true that im so excited to come back and repeat my NLevel,
but unfortunately, the NEW class is a disaster for me!
I hate it! Its so boring.
They just don't have the kecoh-ness like 4n2 in 2009.
Missing all the 4n2 people in 2009.
OMG! The guys is so difficult to be friend with,
they are still with their LAME jokes, even if they are going 16.
But still, i have the girls which I can talk to. (:

Okay cut this topic.
Moving on about Boyfriend....
Since school is already started, i dont think im going to spend my time with him often.
Gonna miss him alot!
He must be busy with his school, whereas, Im busy preparing for my NLevel again.
Each day must be so pathetic.
Im wondering how its gonna be like.
Confirm its gonna be....
-Meeting him after school.
-Slack for a while.
-& home.
Pathetic, right?
Nevermind, weekends is still around.

Thats It People, Im Going Off To Pack My School Bag
& Off To Buy Some Food.
Will Update When Im Free.
Byee, Love You.

Oh Please, I Need Some Time To Think & Be Alone.
Thank You, Love.

Friends

2009-12-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

A Very Big Thanks To All My Friends.
Especially; Rafi, Ajit, Mas, Mia, Ayin, Ean, Cika,
Heday, Suu, Mey, Istifar, Shafiq, Redzwan, Iszy,
Shubli, Ayim.

Thank You, People.
Thank You For All Those Comments.
Thank You For Making Me Strong.
Thank You For Being There.
Thank You For All Your Support.
Thank You For Comforting Me When I Cry The Other Day.
Thank You For Giving Me Encouragement.
Thank You For Being The Best.

Won't Forget A Single That You Have Done Towards Me.
With You People Around Me, Its Just The Best! :)
Thank You So Much!
Have A Happy Holiday.
Hope To See You People Again.
I Love You People, Muackxx. <3

2009-12-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

2009-12-07T00:22:00.000+08:00

I dont know this would happen.
I dont know you would think of that.
I dont know why you make those decision.
I dont know what to do now.

I hope you can be happy.
I hope you are okay.
I hope you make the right decision.
I hope im fine.

I wish we could talk.
I wish you were here.
I wish i can rewind time.
I wish you didnt mean it.

I am sorry to hurt you.
I am sorry to make you sad.
I am sorry if i make you go to that decision.
I am sorry if i were to be harsh.

I thank you for taking good care of me.
I thank you you for being there for me.
I thank you for being nice & patient with me.
I tahnk you for everything.

My final goodbye to you!

2009-12-01T10:10:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings!
Its been a long time since i last update.
Okay, im sorry.
I may not be busy, may not be lazy.
Im just tired. Okay, stupid right?
Nevermind then.

I just came back from KL.
& i love shopping there.
Pictures will upload soon. Not now, tired!
Guess what? I shop to more than RM700+,
which is arond S$300+.
Mama gets mad with me there. Like everytime.

Enough of this things, will update more when pictures uploaded.

Last thing, I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS.
I miss Suu.
I miss Mia.
I miss Cika.
I miss Syayie.
I miss Ayin.
I miss Ean.
I miss Azzieyana.
I miss Iea.
I miss Iszy.
I miss Rafi.
I miss Istifar.
I miss Shafiq.
I miss Mas.
I miss Idrees.
I miss Redzwan.
I miss Ifwat.

& i miss BOYFRIEND!

Busy

2009-11-11T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hey-hey, you-you.

Well, its been a long time since i last update.

Sorry, but i have been busy lately.

Working all the time, but not everyday lah.

I dont know what to update actually. Haha

Okay nevermind.

Btw, all staff kat Sentosa is very kecohrable!

I like sia. Very fun.

They are all so open minded, cant believe it. Haha.

Okay lah, want to sleep.

& boyfriend, Happy belated 9 Monthsary!

I love you like always!

Muaccckkkkxxx!

Feelings

2009-11-05T13:48:00.003+08:00

I do miss them but i just have this hard-feeling about tomorrow's outing.
I dont know what, but this feeling make me feel like not following them.
Will be going out with Girlfriends tomorrow, after work.
Is everything going to go on smoothly?
Or will there be any fights?
I dont know!
I think, better relax my mind.
Byeee.

2009-11-02T21:18:00.005+08:00

Meet him for awhile just now.

What a relief that i can meet him! *phew*

I miss him badly, only god knows.

Just have a great chat, go pasar malam & off we go home.

What a day?! Pathetic.

However, im happy to meet him, even for a while. (:

Wont say much. Got to have a good sleep as tomorrow im working morning shift.

To Girlfriends, Mia & Cika:

I hope you girls dont think anything bad about me okay? I know you girls will understand. Hope to see you girls as soon as possible. I miss you girls like alot. & know what, Ajit also want to meet you girls sey. He say, "I pon dh lame tk jumpe dorg." Haha, weird right? Tkpe-tkpe, will meet you girls on Thursday or Friday okay? Byee, ily!

2009-11-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

Not going to upload any pictures.
Will just tell you people briefly what i have been doing lately.

29 October 2009:
- Went out with boyfriend, as i want to watch my favourite Michael Jackson, This Is It!
- So, meet boyfriend, and off we go to Vivo City to buy the tickets first.
- Then, go eat at ljs. [Saw 3 Matreps looking at us.Like what sia. Guess What, came there for a job interview. Haha, mepek.]
- Then off we go and watch the movie. It was absolutely awesome! Haha
- Okay, show finish at arond 7.
- Then i really want to watch Jeniffer's body, but no money.
- Then i suddenly remember Kakak going to watch that, so called her and asked her to treat us. Hahaha.
- So off to Cathay and meet Kakak & Abang Apit there.
- Watch that movie, & back to home sweet home at 12+.

Okay, thats all.
For 30 October & 31 October 2009, been working all the way.
Have not been meeting boyfriend for certain reasons. I pity him. Furthermore cant contact him due to his spoilt phone. I miss him badly! & i guess today will not be meeting him again. Haix. When are we meeting up, baby?

To AjitBOYFRIEND:
Baby, if you came across my blog & read this, msg me okay.
Baby, i miss you. How have you been doing? Is everything okay now? Call me asap okay, been waiting for your calls. & i reallyhope we can meet up again. Wherever u are, u must take care and always makan okay? You need not have toworry about me okay? You tkmo lawan balik ape org ckp tau. U kene ikot jek tau. Pape msg or call me alright? I love you, I miss you!

2009-10-29T11:07:00.000+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday, ApiqRamos!

May your wishes all come true & may you lead a blissful life ahead.

Goodluck in everything you do, especially your singing! All the best alright.

Thanks alot for all those memories. (: Hope you enjoy your day.

Take care, friend.

Goodbye!

Cinema

2009-10-29T08:01:00.007+08:00

Currently, having this body-aching,

and this stomach cram.

Maybe too tired of working.

Haiyo, pain!

Thought of not going out due to this pain.

But, i still have to force myself cause im watching this show *look up* .

I've been wanting to watch this show. Haha.

Micheal Jackson Number 1 fan!
Haha, like real.

Will go watch this show later on.

Excited, but im not sure whether i can enjoy it with my body like this.

Haix.

Next, wanting to watch this show.
Looks like fun. Hha

Okay, the end.

Byeee.

Nur Shamirah Binte Sahmad

2009-10-28T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hey you, bestfriend!

Babe, i know, whatever i msg u hurts you alot.

But, let me tell you this, by you treating me this way, it hurts me more than what i have hurt you.

Sorry, i didnt even mean to hurt you, but you force me to do that.

& about you treating me as you bestfriend, i just wan to confirm whether are you serious or you are just saying it sor the sake of not hurting me?

Swriously, i dont get it why you totally change?

You know what???

You become like this eversince you are with you beloved boyfriend.

Im not trying to find fault with him, but he make you different.

Well, look, its not only his fault, but its also your fault.

Okay, i say his fault because of certain reason. Easy say, i will just list down 3 things about what he did.

- He controls you.

- He always like to pukol you, which make me hate him like alot.

- He makes you go far away from your friends, & your bestfriend.

As for you,

- You are scared of him, sampai tk tau nk lawanape die ckp.

- You are being stupid to always be with him rather than your freinds.

- You make him your first priorities.

Dont you find it stupid or something?

I dont know what else to say, but you really disappoint me.

I cant believe that you actuallycare about his feelings, more than mine.

I dont really care at first, but, day by day, you have gone too far.

Why i can contact with Mia so easily, sedangkan shes only my beloved girlfriend?

Why i can contact with Cika so easily, sedangkan shes only my gossip gorlfriend?

Where are you all this while when we are expecting you?

When are we going to meet?

When are we going to spend time together watching movies?

Is all those memories you have throw it away?

Who is the most important one for you? Your friend or your boyfriend?

How are you doing now & how are we going to be back like dulu?

Please, babe, i need the old you.

I dont even wish to fight, but im saying with all my heart.

& please take note that not only me have this kind of feelings, the rest of you friends, is wanting you to be with us again.

Give me the old u please?

Thank you.

& i will always miss you like how i miss the rest.

Take care, i love you, i miss you. Byeee

2009-10-25T16:47:00.002+08:00

Well, im quite bored right now,

Currently,just finish chatting with Atiqah, the blur-blur girl in class.

I miss her blur-ness sia!

Nothing much i can say when we chat just now.

If i elaborate, it will just hurt me alot!

Okay, i just want to say that, i wont update alot this day.

It's because im busy working now.

Well, i love my work, and the people in it!
Actually, it have been only 3 days of working, and yet, i love it!

Haha, im sure Ayin love it too! (:

Tomorrow working.

No matter how tired i am, i still love working!

The job just lighten up my day!

Okay, enough of work place.

Later going out to antar Abang back to his Campsite.

Abang wont be back for two weeks.

Im sure im gonna miss him. ):

Okay, dont sad-sad lah ifah

Haha. Okay lah, thats all for now.

I love you people.

Byeee.

& Suu, Mia, Cika, Syayie, Azzyjapon, Ean, Ayin, Rara, Finah, Iszy, Iea, Wani,

YOU GIRLS ARE MISSED!

& to BTJ guys, i miss lepak-ing with you people. (:

2009-10-21T12:22:00.003+08:00

Hey-hey, you-you.
Hello-hello. (:
Currently in school, and im HAPPY!
Ifah got a job! Huhu!
later going for training with Ayin!
Awww, bestnye!( ean jealous!)

Okay, enough.
Well, im with this adorable+sweet+fun couple right beside me.
They are so sweet sia.
How i wish im with boyfriend now.
Okay, ifah berangan!
Please ehk, get out of my sight!
Thank you for making me jealous, Ean!
So, its a draw!
HAHAH!

Okay, ifah nk watch movie!
Byeee.
Korng, get out of my sight!!!!

My days

2009-10-19T14:00:00.002+08:00

Will tell briefly about what happen today & yesterday

18 October:

-Wake up at 0740 to go Ayah's kedai.

-Work, work and work.

-Went home at around 1300.

-Wash up and off for job interview at Vivo City with Ayin.

-Then, off to picnic at around 1530.

-Had alot of fun, and off to melawat.

-Reach home at 2015.

19 October:

-Wake up at 0730

-Go melawat, go kubur, go makan!

- And off to home.

-Here i am blogging.

i have a very good experience at cemetry just now. (:

2009-10-17T20:27:00.001+08:00

This cute babies.

Short post only alright?

Going out with them tomorrow as a family.

Going picnic & walk-walk.

Hope to have fun with them tomorrow.

Will update more tomorrow. (:

byeeee! :D

2009-10-15T16:47:00.001+08:00

Hello people! :)

Back on posting. Well, this post is about my beloved Friends!

It's random, seriously.

My mood just wants to talk about them.

Maybe because i miss them like alot! (?)

This beautiful lady up there is Mia!

Well, i miss going out with her even on the 9 October we just went out together to Orchard.

I just miss her like alot!

Her crazyness, her kecoh-ness, her blur-ness.

I miss the way we exchange stories.

& even the way we make fun of each other.

I miss the way we are so KIASU in MRT!

HAHA! I miss her like alot! :)

Mia, meet up soon alright?

I love you babe!

The HOT+CUTE+IRRITATING+AWESOME+KECOHRABLE guys!

Going out with them was AWESOME!

Going out with them cant even describe how it feel.

They are so funny!

I miss going out with them.

I miss the way they disturb me about throwing my handphone.

Seriously, i miss hanging around with them.

Nevermind, will meet up this week right?

Tu, pon if Aziz bring me along.

Kalau tk, im sorry guys!

Take care, i love you guys!

Heday. Istifar. Rafi. Mas.

My Best People!
They are the best!

They lift me up whenever im down, serious!
Take example of my birthday,

I feel like crying & there they are making fun of themselves.

They are super duper cute yet irritating people!

Well, school is going to end soon,

I seriously gonna miss them alot.

I really hope we still gonna contact each other alright?

Hope so.

Well, anything, text me alright!

Gonna miss you guys!
I love you people!

This Gorgeous Lady!

I meet her just now and we were like screaming & hugging each other! :)

However, we meet for a while only.

I want to have a great great great chat with her!

Really miss her alot sia!

I dont know when we gonna meet again,

but i really hope we will get to meet with the BTJ okay suu?

Anyway, what i told you about Waffa,

i really hope you can take good care of him even if you are no longer together.

I love you, I miss you!

Meet up again alright?

2009-10-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

Guess what?!

I get this Sony Vaio!
I'm like fcuking happy sia!

Thanks to Ayah, Mama and especially Nenek!

I love you people!

2009-10-12T14:56:00.000+08:00

Will update asap.

Take care people.

Byee!

2009-10-06T22:18:00.004+08:00

Happy.Hungry.

Anyway, let me continue the celebration on my birthday.

Haha, slow sia~

Okay, then, after those celebration at Pizza Hut,

We proceed to Vivo without Nana, Shafiq,Azzeiyana & Mas.

They went home.

Okay, then boyfriend leave me & Mia to proceed first,

dont know where the guys are going.

They asked us to wait at sky park.

So, proceed with Mia to walk-walk at Vivo.

(I realised im holding Rafi's bag & his holing mine)

After looking at the accesories,

proceed to Sky Park.

Waited for the guys and saw Mas.

Mas came back to join us.

Okay, waited and waited for the guys like hell.

When they reach, they leave us again to go Arcade.

Have to wait again and again.

Okay, at last they came back.

Phew, like at last! :)

Blablabla.....

Talk craps.

Boyfriend: Okay, dh pe?

The rest of the guys: Okay, sembarang.

Another surprise.

A birthday cake.

So sweet.

I just cant forget this,

*Mia suap me cake

Me: Asal kau pulak yg suap aku?

Mia: Alaa, Mey tkde kn? So aku ganti lah.

Sweet kan Mia? Thanks babe! ILOVEYOU!

Okay, then finish up the cake.

Boyfriend decided to walk-walk with me.

Just about to walk,

Mas called me back.

Mas: Arifah, sini, kite ade surprise utk kau!

Me: Leceh lah kau! Baru nk jln ngn mataer aku. *hmph

Then,

Mas: Wait, kau kene tutop mata.

Me: Uat ape?

Istifar: Tutop jek. Jngn bnyk tanye.

Mas: Mia, aku tk pecaye ar, kau tutop mate die.

Rafi: Okay get ready... *holding the camera

STUPID!

They put the G-string onto my head!

HAHA, silly them.

Okay, cut this crap,

and off we(me & boyfriend) go walk-walk.

Came back and saw this tupid thing they are doing.

Since Rafi is holing onto my bag, he check and saw the make-ups.

So, he use them to make up Mas.

Thats freaking funny.

Mas looks horrible. Serious. Haha, no offence, Mas.

Blablabla.....

Gossip.Mas wash his face.Chit-chat about that person.

& off we go.... HOME!

Okay, thats it!

Byeee!

2009-10-03T22:31:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling sick!

I just don't know what i want.

Haha, silly sia!

Anyway, my purpose of posting this is to talk about my birthday!

Well, basically, on the 29th September,

celebrate my birthday with my BELOVED friends.

Actually, at first, i was told from boyfriend that we are going out together(only the both of us),

but, when i reach Vivo, i saw Azzeiyana, Mas, Istifar, Heday, Shafiq & Nana.

I was surprised at first.

Then i say,

Me: B, asl dorang kat sini jugak?

Boyfriend: I tk tau. Coincident lah.

*look at him with my question mark face

Boyfriend when there and say Hi,

& off we go to search my birthday present.

Okay, done with my birthday present..

So decided to go makan at Harbourfront Pizza Hut.

Then boyfriend asked me to wait.

I was like 'HUH? Okay'

so, waited and waited...

Till i saw Shafiq and Nana.

He sang,

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to Ifah,

Happy birthday to you.

Passed me the birthday present they bought.

Awww, thank you korg!

Then, suddenly, few minutes later...

Saw Mas, Azzeiyana & Heday.

*showing my weird face at boyfriend.

They came and say,

Azzeiyana: Birthday present kau aku tkle kasi skrg. Pasal ade surprise!!

i asked boyfriend,

Me: Oh, so maknenye kite makan ngan dorg ar nie?

Boyfriend: A'ah lah.

Slow sia ifah! :D

Then, off to eat and wait for Istifar and Rafi.

I was told by Shafiq to open the surprise and i have to smell it.

Azzeiyana told me to raise it up.

I was like, HUH????

Then, order all the foods.

While waiting, they asked me to open my surprise!

HELL NO!!!

They give me a PINK G-STRING!

i was like OMG!

They were laughing & people were looking at me!
:DD

Enough of those craps, came one incident where i get upset.

Wont elaborate about this.

I just want to forget it.

So, here comes the food, & we eat happily after Mia came..

Well, i guess, thats it.

Will continue about what happrn at Vivo later.

Gtg now! BYEEEE

Birthday

2009-09-30T07:40:00.001+08:00

Sweet Sixteen!

Happy Birthday to me!

Happy Birthday to IFAH!

Happy Birthday to me!

Haha, cute right?

Well, today is my birthday!!

Happy lah woit!

I will elaborate more about my celebration with friends some other day.

I enjoy myself okay. Haha

Anyway, a very BIG thanks to:

Boyfriend,

Rafi,

Istifar,

Mia,

Heday,

Shafiq,

Nanafarhana,

Mas Rafie &

Azzieyana for celebrating my birthday! Appreciate all your time & presents! (:

Suu

Redzwan

Ifwat

Idrees

Cika

Mey

Iqah

Ean

Ayin

Bie

Finah

Shazana

Keerah

Rara

Hidayati

Izzati

Syasya

Mrs Er

Mr Goh

Ms Koo for wishing me a happy birthday!

If i missed out any of the names, so sorry....

& please let me know alright!

I will end it here then. Byeeeee!

2009-09-21T16:40:00.001+08:00

Hari Raya this year is not that exciting.

I dont like.

But, i love taking pictures using baju raya. :)

1st day Raya was okay.

Go atleast 6 to 7 house only.

Overall okay lah.

Nothing much to elaborate on that day. ;)

Okay lah, byeee!

Waiting impatiently;

Hari Raya have arrived, 2 Syawal &

9 more days to Ifah Birthday!

2009-09-19T14:56:00.003+08:00

I just dont feeel myself now.

Been crying alot since just now.

I just feel like running far, far, far away.

I don't want to live any longer.

How i wish i could rewind time.

I just can't think &

I just can't decide what to do next.

All i think i should do is move on & always be happy.

I wont talk much lah, no mood.

To Syayie : Thanks for being there. Thanks for your listening ears & your help.

Pape i contact u okay? Thank you sooo much.

Anyway,

To all muslim,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri &

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Waiting impatiently;

1 more day to Hari Raya &

11 more day to Ifah Birthday!

2009-09-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

Ifah is feeling down lately..

Ifah just dont know why &

Ifah will not be updating..

Ifah very busy with school stuff..

Ifah very busy with Hari Raya preparation..

Ifah also lazy to update.. (;

Ifah tired lah..

Well, i guess, i will update on first day of Hari Raya.

Byeee. -.-

Waiting impatiently;

3 more days to Hari Raya &

13 more days to Ifah Birthday!

2009-09-14T14:06:00.002+08:00

Maths Prelim is DIFFICULT!

I'm sure im gonna fail this paper.

But i have to do my best on Paper 2.

Have to try.

As for Physics paper,

I can't say much.

I mess up that paper.

Can't do a single question.

Anyhow only sia me.

Stupid sia Ifah!

-__-

Waiting impatiently;

6 more days to Hari Raya &

16 more days to Ifah Birthday!

2009-09-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

Tired after a loonnnggg day of working!

-____-

Waiting impatiently;

7 more days to Hari Raya &

17 more days to Ifah Birthday!

New Friends

2009-09-12T15:07:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was AWESOME!

Had fun going out with Boyfriend & his friends.

Kite sweet oi! Sume couple-couple (:

& kite dpt flower! sooo sweeet of them! (;

Basically,

Ifah with boyfriend, Ajit

Suu with boyfriend, Waffa

Marfi with boyfriend, Bob

Syayie with boyfriend, Ayim

Wani with boyfriend, Momo

Let me talk about them.

Ajit: The boyfriend i love most! Cant say much about him.

Suu: The girl who had a new boyfriend, all thanks to me & boyfriend! Last long ehk?

Waffa: The boy with a gay face but still want to step gangster. Haha

Marfi: The girl whom i just knew yesterday. She's sweet.

Bob: The boy who makes jokes & i just can't stop laughing. Cute tau die.

Syayie: The girl whom i just meet yesterday. She's super duper cute & gorgeous, with very soft voice. I like! (:

Ayim: The boy who have the same character with Bob, which makes jokes alot. Lat long with Syayie tau. (:

Wani: The girl who have a sweet smile. She's sweet yet cute.

Momo: The boy who is fun to be with. Can't wait to see him HALAU ****. haha

Well, BTJ are the best!

i love them!

Satu ari kluar agy okay?

Jumpe korg lagy one day. (:

Sorry can't upload gambar. Blogger s*cks! haha

Waiting impatiently;

8 more days to Hari Raya &

18 more days to Ifah Birthday!

2009-09-09T23:47:00.001+08:00

Pathetic. Blogger is so pathetic.
Why cannot upload picture?
I want to upload gambar me & Iszy sey.
Anyway, Happy belated 16th Birthday to IszyLOVE!
Semoge panjang umor & murah rezki.
Hope you like those days & the present.
Thanks for being there for me.
I love you babe.

Anyway, 'N' Level is difficult. I hate it.
Hopefully my other subject can help me push to go Sec 5.
I want to make my parents proud!
How i wish the 'N' Level is f*cking easy? Haha.

Okay, enough.
Happy 7 Monthsary to Boyfriend!
I love you.

Waiting impatiently;
10 more days to Hari Raya &
20 more days to Ifah Birthday!

2009-09-03T17:21:00.003+08:00

MeyBESTFRIEND:

Babe, I miss you day by day. Kite dh jarang kluar together.

We are no longer that close.

Jom kluar? Tngk wayang agy ke? Haha. I just miss you alot.

CikaGOSSIPGIRLFRIEND:

B, thanks for being there for me whenever i need you.

Thanks for all those advice. I love you more & more lah.

However, whatever my boyfriend did to you,

dont take it to your heart okay? He's joking around.

Thanks for everything, I love you, love!

IszzyLOVE:

Bby, thanks for making me laugh non-stop one whole day at school.

Thanks for being there when i have problems.

Thanks for those advices.

& i really hope we can lepak again with the guys.

I miss them all. & iloveyou!

AyinJIWE:

Baby, thanks for lending me your shoulder, your bag.

Without you, i dont think i have something to lean on when i cry.

Thanks alot, i appreciate it alot.

& ayin tkmo sad2 alright, ifah is always here.

Anything panggil ifah, n i will be there. Thanks, Iloveyou babe.

EanSAYANG:

Sayang, ifah ade kat sini k? So anything Ean need help, come to me okay.

I really hope u can be happy n dont disappoint him okay?

Forget the past & begin a new chapter with a new one.

I guess, i have to say thanks also for being there for me.

Iloveyou, sweet thaangg.

MiaBABY:

Babe, thanks for all the memories alright.

I treasure all your help all this while.

So, i guess, i have to say THANK YOU, for everything.

Iloveyou, babe.

Okaayyy, byeee.

Want to get myself ready for night study.

Bbbbyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Friends

2009-09-01T14:55:00.001+08:00

Friends are like BALLOONS.
If you let them go,
you cant get them back.
So, im gonna tie you to my heart.
So i will never lose you.

Friends are like BRAS.
Close to the heart,
& always there for support.

The most memorable people in life,
will be the friends who loved you,
when you weren't very lovable.

Dear Friends,
If ever you need me,
I'll be just around the corner!

2009-09-01T12:06:00.001+08:00

Mia, this is for you.
I know you are refering to me in your blog right?
Okay, but i wan to let u know, whatever you have done to me,
i will always treasure those time when u were there for me. Thanks alot Mia.
I know we share so many memories together.
But, the thing is, whats got into u these days(i mean those days yg kite gadoh)?
U never use to be like that selalu tau.
But u are just different at that point of time.
U say u are tired. Okay, i can accept that, tapi tkkn one whole day kau penat kn?
Smpi tk lyn kite, abeh tunjok2 muke?
I guess i got say to u about this before through msg right?
I hope u remember what we have msg.
& in that msg too, u say u just need someone to talk to.
Aku ade pe. Asl kau tknk bbual ngan aku?
Ataupon, Cika, Mey. U have them.
Ape kite kwn2 kau tk penah ade disisi kau bile kau in problem?
Penah kn? From what i know, im always there for u.
I thought i've help u alot right?
I say this because me myself & the rest is always there for u dulu.
So jngn pikir yg kau tkde sape2 utk share your problems with.
Tapi eversince those day yg kau tunjok2 muke, we felt irritated tau,
which make us mad.
I hope u understand this part.

As for my blog, im not trying to fight,.
But, i just need u to tell us what u want?
Thats y i dare u to talk face to face with us.
Bukan care nk gadoh, tapi care baek2.
Get me? Thats what i mean.

So, i guess thats all. If what i post hurts u, im sorry.
But i have no intention to do so.
However, eventhough we fight, jngn pkir we wont ask u to tag along,
bile chalet nnt, tu pon kalau jadi.
Cause i just want this chalet to be a CLASS OUTING.

Okay, byee.

Love, I F A H

2009-08-29T14:08:00.000+08:00

I just cant stop laughing sey.
I love yesterday!
I love my classmate more and more each day.
haha to you, friend. * i know, you know.

Anyway, yesterday i breakfast with boyfriend.
At Pizza Hut. *yumyum.
Then, go watch movie.
& guess what, we watch 'Where Got Ghost' AGAIN.
HAHA. Boyfriend just love that movie. Funny sia him.
I actually beg to watch 'The Proposal', but he rfused.
Okay, then nevermind lah.
Went home at 12pm.

Lastly, i just want to say,
I LOVE ISTIFAR & SHAFIQ!
haha, as friend only.
Okay, byeeee.

School

2009-08-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

Today's school is full of laughing.
Had our Mother Tongue Prelim paper for OLevels.
Its super duper difficult in Paper 1.
I just have no confidence in passing after doing those two papers.
Unlike NLevels Prelim paper, i have a little confident.
I just hate doing karangan.
How i wish theres no exam... Its impossible lah.

Anyway, i pity you lah. haha.

I just love my classmates this days.
They have been a good entertainer. haha
With all their craps, i just can't stop laughing.
Especiall the boys.
I suddenly think of graduating.
Im sure im gonna miss them after graduating later.
We had alot of memories to share sey.

Okay, i guess i have to go.
Want to do my Maths homework.
okay, byeee.

Little Miss Attention Seeker

2009-08-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Hey girlfriends,
Lets just do this..
Just ignore her. Treat as if she doesn’t even exist.
By talking about her, we are just making her popular.
She is so not worth to talk about.
She just wants our attention. Kekurangan kasih sayang kate kan.
She just doesn’t get it when we said “you do your own stuff and we do ours”.
If she talks about any of us, please just ignore her. It’s pointless if we continue bombarding each other. It won’t end and it’s just a waste of time.
We don't make friends with stupid, annoying, attention seeker, fugly people.
I don’t know if anyone of you guys realize it but she only dare to say on her blog and msn. Scaredly cat.
So now we just do what we do best.
Kite ENJOY!

Btw,

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

thank you.

2009-08-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days im not in school.
Well, im so damn happy tom is MONDAY.
Cause, i get to go to school again!
I miss school sia. haha

Anyway, mey texted me.
Mey: Babe, how are u? Btw, u know abt class journal?
Ifah: Fine, thank you. Asl?
Mey: Hilang. Since thursday.. B4 peg amek gmbr ade.. After ambk gambar dah hilang. Aku tk tau sape ambk. Either Istifar atau Farid sembunyikn.. sebab ade satu relief teache tulis psl is n farid. Abeh fri Mr cheen tanye dorg mane. Die ckp, by besok tk jumpe, satu class kene. Cika blg aku.
Ifah: All, aku tau lah nk uat ape.

Haha, actually i dont really know what to do, but well, i guess i have to find it by tom. As class monitress, i guess i will get scolded. Cause im the one who is in-charge of the class journal. Haha, nevermind lah. Got one reason. IM NOT IN SCHOOL FOR THREE DAYS.

To 4n2 pupils, please let me know where the class journal is. Thank you.

2009-08-14T11:18:00.003+08:00

I guess im getting better.
But my flu & coughing is still there.
It irritates me sia.

I dont want to stay at home already!
BORING!!!
Well, i miss school now.
I miss Maths,
I miss Physics,
I miss Chemistry,
I miss my classmates!
I miss their jokes!
& i miss my BOYFRIEND alot!!

Hopefully tom's plan works.
I hope boyfriend can tag along with us.
Please, i need to book the tickets by today.
Confirm with me soon alright?

Okay, byeee

39.3 degree celcius

2009-08-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

( The picture above sucks. Sorry)

Im sick.

Well, my temperature is high.

39.3 degree celcius.

Went to school, but have to go home.

Went to see the doctor,

& i was given 3 days MC.

Very long sia.

However, tomorrow going school at 1pm.

Want to take the photo taking with class.

Anyway, im worried.

I wonder how im going to hand in my coursework.

Okay, gtg.

Want to rest.

byeee.

2009-08-10T11:17:00.001+08:00

Happy 6th Monthsary, bbyboy!

Well, it's been half a year we've been together.

Currently, we have not been fighting.

I'm really glad lah bby.

How i wish we will stay this way.

Anyway, thank you bby.

Thank you for taking good care of me.

Thank you for being there for me.
Thank you for accompanying me to go shopping.

Thank you for buying me things yesterday.

Thank you for everything.

Really appreciate it alot.

Thanks syg.

Happy Monthsary, once again! :)

My Country

2009-08-09T01:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!

End it, please!

2009-08-07T13:37:00.001+08:00

Let this post be short & friendly.
Okay, girls.
I hope we can end this fight.
I'm trying to sort things out here.
I just feel it's unworth it.
Cause to me, it's a waste of time.
Furthermore, we are leaving soon.
& eventhough we are going separate ways,
I really hope we are still friends.
I want us to leave together leaving sweet memories.
NOT bitter memories.
Let's just get back like last time. Okay?
I miss you girls, & i love you girls.
Okayyy, byeee!

2009-08-06T16:25:00.003+08:00

Stupid blogger! Cannot upload gambar! Irritating!

Okay, guess what?

After reading her blog, i find it funny.

Till now, im still laughing! LOL!

One word for you,

WHATEVER!!

I dont really care what you wanna say.

But, i just can't take it with the way you treated my friends.

Hey, who are you?!

You are just so.... WHATEVER!

Why must you say that?

I dont get you seyy(?)

What do you want actually?

Im fine if you say, we are a BAD friend.

Well, that's what you think.

Sorry hor, we are well-grown.

Mungkin kurang kasih sayang(?) *showing sarcastic face

Im like use to it ar.

Maybe you might think your OTHER friends are much better.

But, you are just soooooo WRONG!

Let me get this straight.

You are just PARANOID of someone.

Hey, don't be a B***H! haha

Okay lah, wont elaborate.

Anyway, sotty if my words are like hurting your feelings.

Irritated ar with all this small fights!

k then, byeee.

Second Post

2009-08-05T19:37:00.001+08:00

Well, this second post will be in malay + english.

I'm sorry if you people don't understand or something.

Sorry alright.

Anyway, seriously, aku tk tau asl kau react differently with me.

Kau dh jarang nk bbual. Aku tk kesah lah.

Tapi ape aku patot terime kalau aku senyom, kau tk balas?

Please lah, kite dh penah gadoh, aku dh tknk gadoh ngn kau.

Aku anggap kau sebagai aku nye Super Girlfriend.

Maybe aku ade uat salah, okay im sorry.

But, ape aku uat sey?

Alaa, mesti kau pikir aku lemah tanpa kau?

Tapi, sorry sikit k? Aku tk kesah pon.

Aku masi ade kwn2 aku yg laen.

Well, kau pikir kau dh malas nk lyn aku, go ahead.

Sumpah, aku tk heran.

But, i don't deserve this.

You are much more happier when im no longer with you.

You have your CLOSEfriends & your BESTfriend.

Aku cume nk ckp thank you for everything.

& sorry for what i've done.

Aku mengaku aku bbual belakang kau, tapi aku puji, bukan mengutok.

Mungkin aku mengutok kwn kau, tapi bukan kau.

I'm sorry okay?

Tapi, please mengaku yg kau pon ade bbual belakang aku.

One day, you will know what i mean. :)

That's all i want to say.

Aku harap u lead a happy life okay?

Aku dh tkkn ganggu hidop kau lagy.

Kalau itu yg kau nk, n boleh uat kau satisfy, i'm fine with it.

Take care okay?

Lastly, I miss you, super girlfriend! :(

That's all alright.

Sape mkn lada, die terasa pedas.

i guess i gtg now.

i cannot tahan liao.

byeee.

Bapok!

2009-08-05T16:41:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, went Jurong Point.

Take a look at that AirMax shoe boyfriend wants.

Decided to lepak, but at last walk2 at JP.

Eat Burder King. *yummy!

Anyway, on the way to jp.

Waited for bus near my house, & there we go....

Saw three BAPOK, which doesn't look like a girl.

One wearing tube was like so disgusting!

Boyfriend was like kacau2 him or her,

when we are sitting near the busstop.

Then, as soon as we aboard the bus....

We saw those BAPOK walking.

& boyfriemd were like looking at them.

What really surprised us was...

The one wearing tube drop off her tube,

& we saw her TUT!!

We are not sure whether isit fake or real.

But it was fucking disgusting!

*eewwwww!

Okay, byeeee.

2009-08-04T15:07:00.000+08:00

Here are the pictures!

2009-08-03T15:42:00.000+08:00

Well, lets talk about Saturday's outing.
It was a fun day!
Went out with Boyfriend, Iszy, Rafi, Iea, Wan & Finah.
Actually, our motive is to watch the fireworks.
However, its too late and we girls didn't get to watch the fireworks.
Alaa, nevermind lah. It's nobodys fault.
To Iszy: Don't felt guilty okay?
We are not like other friends who sanggop tinggalkn kwn nye keseorangan.
Anyway, headed to Boat Quay after being separated with Iea.
Lepak-ed there till 0930, Iszy & Finah went home.
Continue lepak with the guys....
&&..... here comes the part where i lost my phone. haha
Rafi was like scolding me as i was laughing whereas my phone was missing.
Okay, won't elaborate. Cause actually my phone was with Iszy!
Okay enough.
More pictures will be update soon i get them.
byeeee

2009-07-28T20:09:00.001+08:00

School is kinda irritating these days.
Idk y, but im getting lazy to go to school.
Maybe its because of Mother Tongue.
Mother Tongue have alot of worksheet to do.
Now, i regret on taking 'O' level Mother Tongue!

Well, today's school was okay lah~
Nothing special.
Basically, Ajit is not in school today.
In class, chat2 with Shafiq about our plan a long time ago.
Planning to go chalet is the most irritating plan.
Difficult to decide when to go & where to go.
Wondering whether the boys are going or not.
Cut this off!

Well, at 1315, we are suppose to assemble in the canteen.
Having oral at 1400.
Idk y i dont feel nervous at all.
Well, maybe im the 4th FROM THE LAST.
Haiyo, have to wait like tongong sia!
But then, while waiting....
Guess what i do??
SLEEPING!!! ;)
Lean on Rafi's back & sleep! Shiok ar! haha :)
I even landed on Ayin's & Isniah's shoulder.
Not forgetting, sleep at Shafiq's arm. haha
All the way, Isniah & me sleep only.
Siak kn? haha

Okay, wont elaborate anymore.
Better get going & do my Maths!
byeee.

2009-07-17T23:23:00.013+08:00

Okay, went to eat fiq & olive on 16 July.

Rafi belanje! woohoo!

Kalau dh makanan free, confirm sedap kn.

So, it was a super delicious dinner!

Rafi, belanje kite lagy lah. Mane tau dpt discount lagy.... haha

I dont want to talk much.

Lets just make the pictures do the talking.

2009-07-13T20:35:00.001+08:00

Happy sweet 16 birthday, Suli bby.

May your wishes all come true.

& may you lead a blissful life.

Goodluck for you coming exams.

Your birthday present, i will give you soon.

Last long with Lan alright?

Ily, babe.

Happy Birthday once again!

Second post

2009-07-13T20:14:00.000+08:00

Okay, after school thought of sabo-ing Suli.

But, plan hancur.

Nvrmind, we understand. Haiyo.

Then, proceed to somewhere air-condition place.

Which is Jurong Point.

We walk2 & eat..

So, we eat at Pizza hut.

Wont elaborate much.

I'll just let the picture do the talking.

Mia refuse to take picture!

See, she refuse again!

and again.....

Look, Iszy is taking a pic of her own finger. LOL!

and again....

Drumlets

Someone donno how to eat ayam! LOL!

Iszy's dish

Mia's dish

Ifah's dish

Mushroom soup.

Wedding

2009-07-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 120709.

Went to Mdm Mardiana's adik wedding,

with Finah, Cika & Mey.

The wedding is super professional.

Cikgu's sibling was super HOT!

haha, gatal sey.

Okay, enough.

Blablabla.....

Went to Choa Chu Kang, Lot 1,

with Cika & Mey.

Walk2 there & i went shopping with KEBAYA.

Weird sey.

People are all staring at us. Haha.

That's all for now.

Will post again about what happen after school.

Byeeee...

2009-07-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

Okay, Yesterday i eat alot sia!

Went makan with Ayah, Mama & Adik.

Firstly went to Mak's Place to eat,

but no place to sit sia!

Furthermore, its raining cats & dogs!

Me & Adik is freaking mad as we are super hungry!

Then, pusing2, at last get a place at Al-Ameen.

We eat Ikan Bakar, Sup TomYam, Butter Prawn, Black Pepper Crab, Omelette.

I ate alot sia, but the dishes are all VERY SPICY!

Overall, its super delicious!

Here are 2 pictures i took.

Theres many more, will update once i get it from Ayah.

2009-07-09T21:49:00.004+08:00

Hellohello!

Okay, nothing to say,

but suddenly,

i miss him. :)

Idk y. haha

Wierd & silly me!

Anyway, im totally relief that 'O' Level oral is over!

Okay, one of the invigilator lokks like Mama.

haha, they are right.

However, she soo NOT friendly!! ;)

Well, i just want to study hard now!

Had to buck up alotalot!

I have to revise ALL the subjects again!

haha, stupid sia me!

Lastly, i just wanna say,

Istifar, get well soon alright?

Im sure the class kinda miss you.

Get well soon, joy!

Okay, i want to eat!

Byeee.

2009-07-07T19:20:00.001+08:00

Okay, i dont know why i cant upload photos?
It really pissed me off!
I dont know why these days ive been very hot-tempered!
Senang marah2 ar. Idk y.
Weird sey. Okay, Whatever.

Well, i've not been updating since school started.
I realise how important is Sec 4 now. haix.
But now, school is being so irritating eversince this STUPID H1N1!
Im scared sia if i kena H1N1. haiyo.
Isnt is stupid for us to go recess as a class,
& was given our own bench to sit on.
But, its cute though. haha.

Well, i really want swimming!
But, nasib malang, PLAN HANCUR!!!
I hate it sia. Wont elaborate.
Or else i will get mad, & scold everyone.

To Ean Sayang: Happy 16th Birthday, dear!
Sorry bby for not celebrating your birthday.
Maybe next time k syg? Your birthday cake,
I will give you soon alright? ILY babe!

Anyway, yesterday, watched Ice Aged 3 with Boyfriend.
Its damn funny. LOL.
You people should watch it!
Okay, i guess its enough for me.
Want to watch Micheal Jackson at MTV!
toodles! ;)

Transformers - Revenge of The Fallen

2009-06-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

This movie was AWESOME!

Very cute sia.

Went out with boyfriend to watch this movie.

Reach Vivo City at around 2.

Surprised to see that the queue was a mess!

Its fucking long!

have to wait....

Soon, the movie ends, we eat & proceed to City Hall.

dh lame tk gy sane seyy.

No more MATREPS there. haha.

There's not many people there now.

Quite boring.

Then, lepak2 at Boat Quay untill 2130.

Proceed back to MRT & went home.

Pictures will update soon.

I gtg now. Want to sleep liao.

byeee.

quiz

2009-06-24T11:40:00.000+08:00

Mia tagged me to do this quiz! :)

Okay, here it goes.

Name a friend from A-Z

A: Ajit
B: Bie
C: Cika
D: -
E: Ean
F: Farahin
G: -
H: Hazman
I: Isniah

J: Jie Wei
K: Khalidah
L: Luqman
M: Mia
N: Nana
O: -
P: Peah
Q: -
R: Rafi
S: Safinah
T: -
U: -
V: -
W: Wan
X: -
Y: Yasin
Z: Zulaiqa

1. Can R and S be together in BGR?

* [Rafi & Safinah] OMG! No,no,no!

2. How is L related to you?

* [Luqman] He's just my Primary school friend

3. Does Y know Z?

* [Yasin & Zulaiqa] Of course NOT!

4. If C betrays you, will you kill her?

* [Cika] I'll kick your ass, Cika. But i know she won't. :D

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do?

* [Khalidah] Iea already have a boyfriend. Idt she will do that. :)

6. If B tells you she have a crush on you, what will you do?

* [Bie] Hey, she's a girl, okay?

7. Will/Did you and M get into fight.

* [Mia] Yeah, once. But everything is over now. ;)

8. Who does K have a crush on?

* [Khalidah] Idk, duh!

9. If L calls you a bitch, what will you do?

* [Luqman] I dont really mind, cause he use to call me that. haha.

10. What's the relationship between you & E?

* [Ean] She's my bestest Girlfriend! ily, Ean!

11. What does Z like?

* [Zulaiqa] She likes to eat!

12. Who is I's bestfriend?

*[Isniah] Ieaiea

13. What colour does Y like?

* [Yasin] idk!

14. Where does F live?

* [Farahin] Teban.

15. Does you & C have a fight before?

* [Cika] Of course NOT. Right Cika?

16. Who is H bestfriend?

* [Hazman] Shahrun? Azli? idk.

17. What can you say about J?

* [Jie Wei] He's super clever!

18. If W tells you he/she have a crush on you?

* [Wan] It won't happen! Or else i tell Mey!

19. Tag 10 people to do this quiz.

Well i will just tag 5 cause this quiz is quite boring.

1. Cika

2. Azean

3. Ayin

4. Dynah Junior

5. Jannah Junior

2009-06-23T10:20:00.000+08:00

Well, i've not been updating. Life is so so soo busy now.

With all those problem and studies.

What im thinking now is to just focus on my studies.

I dont have much time actually.

Prelim is just around the corner, 'N' level is coming soon.

& i dont think im prepared.

Maybe a little. haha

Furthermore, tom is my Prelim mother tongue oral.

haiyo, like hell sey.

Okay then, enough.

Want to go eat. :D

toodless.

2009-06-19T10:30:00.000+08:00

Problem
Okay, nie bukan nk ungkit2 ar ehk. Cume
tk sangke jek. Well, kalau tknk kol, tkpe.
Org tk pakse pon. Tkmo lah kasi alasan atau
tipu org. Bukan ape, cume hurt jek. Nvrmind
lah. Forget it. I dont give a damn anyway.

Studies
Well, i made up my decision. After this holiday,
i want to focus on my studies more. I wont lepak
alot. Even with boyfriend. I just want to go Sec 5.
Thats what i really want. I want to make my parents
proud. & i do not want to make them disappoint.

Family
I guess the fight between Mama & Atok Zul is
getting worse. I dont really want to get involve,
but my parents are involved. So i guess, as a daughter,
i have to give them encouragement to move on with
their new shop. Just ignore Atok. He's such a loser!
Fcuk sia! Like what Mama say, "Rezeki, Tuhan yg
menentukn. Dlm pergadohan, jangan dngr dari satu
pihak saje. Akan menyesal satu hari. Jangan sesekali
serbu org tanpe memakai helmet. Sungguh memalukn!"
I really salute my mother alot!

Okay, till then.
toodles

2009-06-14T09:25:00.000+08:00

Okay, i just want to post about what im craving.

I'm now craving for MANGOSTEEN!

Haha, random lah.

Okay, byeee.

Weekends

2009-06-12T20:44:00.000+08:00

Okay, i guess i want to post bout my last weekend on 5th June till 7th june.

Well, i went to chalet-apartment-hotel type of place for a weekend holiday.

Its at Orchard, Far East plaza.

Went there with my beloved cousin. (;

Actually, i thought of staying there for only one day, but, nvrmind,

better still stay there till the end of checking out. haha

Okay, first night, reach at around 1730 in the evening.

Help out in the kichen to cook and get ready for celebration.

At around 2000, everything is ready.

But we decide not to celebrate first,

yet, we watch DVD, Jngn Tegor.

Okay, i had to admit that cerite is really scary!

I had a photo of me watching that movie with my scared face.

haha, Ayah took that photo. *thinking twice whether want to put or not.

Okay, many people disturb those who are scared of HANTU. haha, mcm sial.

Then, when the movie is finished, we celebrate, Chacha, my adik sedare birthday.

Happy Birthday to Chacha.

At 2345, went to sleep, but we decide to gossip bout that MamaLia! lol.

& slept at 0200.

The next day, as usual, at night, around 2215,

went karaoke at Geylang, GrandLink.

Haha, okay, i sang with kakak.

All Kakak Nano's doing. haha

Went back at around 0150 in the morning.

Then, Angah decide to have a adventure to the cemetry.

Actually, wanted to go OCH but, nvrmind.

Decide to go cemetry at Jln Bahar.

Abg Wan like very paranoid sey.

Penakot gyler sey. haha

Funny sey, seeing his scared reaction. lol

Cannot tahan with his paranoid.

Okay, enough.

Went back at 0430 in the morning.

& therefore, LEPAK LAH! haha.

Very the tired!

Okay, then, the next day, checking out.

Check out at 1300 in the afternoon.

Okay, here are the pictures before checking out:

2009-06-12T06:25:00.000+08:00

Hey earthlings!
Currently doing F&N coursework.
Been busy with this stupid coursework.
Blank sey, donno wad to do now.
mcm nk balek jek. lol
Nvrmind, later can go home.
We are leaving at 4 later.
Only left, me, Mey, Ifwat & Wan!

Btw, Happy Birthday to Mrs Pada!
i guess she will be retiring soon.
Maybe in two years time. haix.
Had a small party in the needlework room at around 1240pm.
Okay, we ate PIZZA!
Delicious sia. *yumyum
& now, i cant wait for my birthday.
Wondering how wonderful its gonna be.... *hmmmmmmm....
Okay, enough daydreaming. haha

Anyway, will update on my last weekend adventure soon.
Picture will be updated too.
I gtg now.
Want to continue doing my coursework.
Byeeee, friiends.

2009-06-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

I had to admit, i miss this babes.

How i wish i could go out with them again.

Really miss them alot.

Here are some message i would like to say to them.

To Mey:

I miss the old you. Mane kau yg lame? You use to be with us always.

Now, you are more to your boyfriend. Not only me who misses the old you,

yet, others too. I really want the old you back! Imissyou, bby.

To Cika:

How are u, b? Get well soon okay? So, when you are well, we can laugh2 & gossip2 together.

I really miss the laughter we used to share. Have alot of story to share. haha.

Tell you soon. Imissyou, b.

To Ean:

I miss hanging around with you lah babe.

Let's get back, and when out together again with Ayin, and the rest.

Let's go babe. lol. See you soon, hunn. Imissyou, babe.

To Ayin:

Ayin, i miss talking with you in class. We used to talk nonsense behind.

haha, How i wish, we sits together kat belakang with Ean.

Can laugh together2. haha. Take care. Imissyou, jiwe.

Take care babies. I see you soon. Have fun.

Enjoy your weekends. Iloveyou girls alot!

Byeeeee. *winks

2009-06-04T09:20:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th birthday to Mia bby!

Semoga panjang umur & murah rezeki.

Hope you ar happy at this special day.

Good luck in everything you're doing.

& i really hope you will like the present bby.

ily, babe.

Happy Birthday once again!

2009-06-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating this days.
Been quite busy.

Today, supposed to come school at 0930.
Because of English Prelim oral, had to reach school at 0800.

Anyway, had Maths structured lesson.
Mr Cheen very funny sey.
Kang Jun just reached to the class, & he say,
"Wah, colour combination!"
I was like laughing like hell. Lol.
This days, been very stupid in Maths iao.
Had to buck up & had to seek Mr Cheen's help!
*Mr Cheen, i need ur help! please!

Okay, enough of that.
Tom, Mia's birthday!
*Mia, takecare2 ar ehk? haha.
I will make sure kau get irritated bby! lol.

Till then, gtg. want to do Maths homework! :)
byeee.

2009-05-28T08:15:00.000+08:00

Okay, today, can't make it to buy that shoe.
Mey tk dpt accompany me. haix.
Tkpe. I guess, tom, im going alone! :(
No mood sey.
byeeee, readers!

2009-05-26T10:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Rafi!

May your wishes all come true.

May you lead a blissful life ahead.

I really hope you like the present. :)

Take care alright?

Byeeee, friend!

Nike Shoe

2009-05-26T06:45:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps!

Nothing much,

But i just wanna say,

I WANT THAT HIGH-CUT NIKE SHOE!!

How i wish i get it a.s.a.p.

However, i've made my decision.

I'm gonna buy that shoe coming Wednesday. :)

2009-05-25T05:45:00.000+08:00

Will update about yesterdays outing

with finah, isniah & cika as soon as i get the pictures.

Kluar agy lah babes!

especially seeing those performance at Vivo.

All i can say,

It was GREAT! :)

2009-05-22T11:30:00.000+08:00

Today, boyfriend is supposed to be absent from school.

He give me a surprise by coming to school today.

haha, sweet sey. Padahal2.

But what i know, he came psl die kesian kn me.

But then, sway sey, baru dtng skola nari, dah kene caught. haha.

Many of my class boys were caught due to their hair.

About 10 to 12 boys not in class today the whole day, except last period.

Well, today quite bored in the morning.

Azean & Farahin was absent.

They left me alone. :( *sob2.

Then, the only Malay boys left was, Rafi, Mas & Azri.

Chat2 with them in class. Laugh alot today.

Especially, the time we play the stupid game! lol.

Next time play again ar guys. Maen kat tmpt sunyi sikit.

After school, went home with boyfriend.

But kat my house tkde orng, & i tk bawak my house keys. haix.

So, boyfriend came with a stupid idea to go to his house.

Firstly, im scared & nervous babe. haha.

In the end, RELIEF!

Nothng to be scared of actually.Only his sister was at home. haha.

His sister, Fizah was super friendly!

Went home at around 06.15pm

& here i am, blogging.

Okay, enough.

Have to go buy food for family.

byeeeee. :)

To Azzy: I will talk to you tom. u calm down okay?

Tkmo mara2 okay bby? take care.

2009-05-21T10:30:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings!

Just reached home.

When to Mia's house just now; with Isniah & Bie.

Had a great chat with girlfriends. haha.

Really cant wait to watch Mia this Saturday. lol

Anyway, school today was boring!

Boyfriend didnt come again.

naughty2 him! ;P

Die suke tau tinggalkn aku sorng2! :(

Okay, for 2 hours,

had a great chat with Shafiq, Cika, Ayin & Khidir.

Haha, kekek sey dorng. lol

Maths lesson, Mr Cheen tk masok. BORING!

Okay, get my C&T result.

I pass! woohoo! happy sey! haha

Okay, enough.

Gtg now. byeeeee. :D

2009-05-19T08:50:00.000+08:00

Hello deary readers. :D

Today's school was okay.
Not in a good mood in the morning actually.
But, after school, everything was just fine.
Me & boyfriend dah tak gadoh.
Well, i miss him alot seyy. 3 hari tk jumpe babe.

Anyway, first and second period is our Combined Science.
I didnt expect to pass my Physics seyy. haha.
Atleast i pass, okay lah. Chemistry, jngn ckp. GONE CASE!
Then, had our P.E lesson, have to do 2.4km run.
Im totally scared that i wont pass, but atlast, i made it!!!
Get 16min20sec. okay lah, better than nothing kn? haha.
Okay, than had Maths. Woohoo, i pass my Paper 1! :)
Can't wait for tom's result for Paper 2. :)
Okay, enough. Back to the next 2 lesson.
I had Combined Humanities.
Hmph! jngn tanye. Tkde harapan langsung!
Haha. i guess i have to buck up now!
Fail my SS, n Geo badly. haix.
Lastly, lepak outside jap. Had a so called fight with Mas.
tapi maen2 jek lah.

To Mas & Azzy: Sorry ar Mas, joking jek lah joy! haha.
No offence okay? Anyway, Happy 4 month Anniversary
to you & Azzeiyana! Last looooonnnnnggggggg alright?
Take care korng!

Okay lah, enough of school.
& enough of mas! lol.
When back home early, n here i am, Blogging.
Okay, till den. gtg. Penat, LapaR! nk makan.
byeeee.

2009-05-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

Baby, iloveyou.
& imissyou.
Can we stop fighting?

Fight

2009-05-16T19:08:00.000+08:00

Hey Earthlings!

Short post only alright? haha. Busy lah.

Its such a relief when exam is over! :D Ecstatic! Anyway, life is getting miserable this days. Stupid things occured. Especially fights! haix. Had a fight with boyfriend everyday. Pasal bende kecik pon die nk besar2 kn. BEGOK! He just cant understand me, n will never trust me! Well, always im the one in a wrong. Guys are so EGO. [ But not all. ;) ]

Idk whats into him this days. Tk abes2 jealous. He's full of jealousy now. Apetah lagy being so SENSITIVE! Suke sngt ckp orng sensitive, tapi tk penah nk pikir diri sendiri. ARGH!!!

Okay, enough of boyfriend.

Move on to school stuff. Coming Monday is our 2.4km run. Im so sure i cant run sey. Body is aching this days. Bile nk sembuh nie? haix.

Anyway, we should be getting our exams paper soon. I really hope i can pass my Maths! However i know i did not do well on both paper, i guess i must have the confidence that i can pass.

Okay, enough of School. Gtg now.

Nak makan! Lapar sey. My perot Grugg2 liao.

Take care, Byeee! :D

2009-05-11T17:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day, ibu! (;

Birthday Boy

2009-05-09T08:57:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday Dearest Ajit!

Im sorry for everything.

We have been fighting this days.

Eventhough we fight EVERYDAY,

i still love you, boy.

Thanks for being there for me for the past 2 months.

& thanks for the Exciting moments.

i know, u know lah bby. LOL

Appreciate it alot.

Anyway,

happy birthday to you!

I really hope u like the present ok bby?

May your wishes come true.

May u lead a blissful life ahead.

Take care of me tau. haha.

I looovvvvveeeeeeeeeeee yoooouuuuuuu bby! <3

2009-04-20T19:25:00.000+08:00

Hello readers! Life has been so busy this days. Mid-year exam is around the corner. First paper is M.T. furthermore, im taking my 'N' level practical for F&N coming wednesday. Im not even prepared to do any exams paper. *damn* Anyway, maths lesson now is quite frustrarting. I forget all the syllabus i learn during my Sec 3. Got to buck up, and no more LEPAK-ing anymore! had to focus more on exams now. If im not wrong, not only mid-year is coming, even 'N' level is also AROUND THE CORNER! *shit* Not only maths im stressing on, even my other subjects. I really have to buck up now! *boleh mati seyy*

Okay, enough of studies. let's talk bout what happen just now. Well, me and Mia lepak outside school with Rafi and gang. haha. kekek sey ngan dorng. miss the old time. haha. Rafi cute sey bile dah botak. haha. Talk2 with Rafi. blablabla..... When somewhere to find someone's house. haha. like hell.

Mia, i know you know lah babe. haha. (: Kla, gtg. nk meet orng. post again sometime. byeeeee.... :D

2009-04-19T12:56:00.000+08:00

ifah bby <3

,at school

dinah & ifah

finah & ifah

the family <3

sister & little sister

ifah, mey & the juniors love.

mey & ifah

,with Ms Wu ifah bby
daughter & mother in dance

candid for us, but not for Atiqah.

keerah & ifahHere are some photos taken on the day we have or SYF.

SYF

2009-04-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

Congrats girls, we get a Silver Award babies!

ily, girls!

see you girls soon.

im like soo proud of the dance club.

we did well and didnt expect to get a Silver.

yeah baby, we did it well!!!

pictures will update soon.

byeee...

2009-04-10T10:49:00.000+08:00

imissyou already, boy!

see you tom, love. (:

2009-03-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

okay, currently, on the phone with boyfriend.
well, he's mad at me coz i like to menyusahkn orng.
sindir maha sindir siol!
okay boyfriend, i admit im wrong.
n im sorry for not waiting for you.
sooo sorry boyfriend! ily. );
ok, enough of boyfriend.

so, lets talk about what happen after structured.
me n Mia planned to go M.I to watch the soccer boys.
haha, boyfriend tk maen! bluek!
had a really fun journey with Mia.
haha. stupid behavior we had. (:
keep it a secret hor. hahaha

then, talked to Mia to what i felt about that someone.
haix. seriously, donno how to say to that someone.
alar, tkpe lah. one day, i will tell that someone the truth.
i have to let it out, right mia? haiyo!
okay, enough of today's blogging.
toodles! :D

2009-03-25T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hello readers!
Today is quite tired.
Reached home at 2030. haha. lmbt kn? lol.
Alar, nothing much happen today, just like other days.
In school, lesson as per normal.
blablabla....
Last period is AWESOME!
Talk2 with Ifwat & Redzwan. With their craps,we cant stop laughing.
haha.
Then, blablabla....
After school, watch Batucada practice their performance.
They are doing great! great job guyz!
Then, lepak2 outside with Mia, Bie, & Azzei.
As usual, Azzei's favourite thing to do, ROGOL-ing! lol.
Azzei rogol bie. took video of them. haha. LAME!
Lastly, dtng lah Mia nye nonsense.
Seeing tom's time tablemake her say, KIIWWWAAAAAAKK!!!
Lol. Panjang siol die ckp. First time dngr die ckp gytu. haha.
till den, gtg. Nk mandi. haha.
Farewell peeps. Byeeeee. (:

2009-03-21T17:39:00.000+08:00

currently chatting with cika baby.

short post only k?

update more about our sentosa trip on wednesday.

pictures will update soon.

excited lah seyy.

nk gy lagy seyy! :D

& ohh, i noe your secret baby.

haha.

till den k, byeeee.